Poems February 6, 2008

Poems i have done when i am usually bored.

chilly night——————————————————————————-

I walk home on this chilly night
The wind caresses my face
the stars shine in their place
the streets glow soft amber
the ice rejects the light

I observe my surrounding beauty
the bus light flickers
the hobo passes my side
the kids go home
the cars move along

I begin to shiver
the mystery has just begun
the shadows are stronger
the fear is leaving
the night releases it’s song

I sing along

———————————————————–Untitled 1

these days are a little hazy
my mind a little crazy
stuck in the belly of a shark
where its way too dark
Tore up this warm womb
Just to get out of this cocoon
Ascend through the abyss
Simply to a place

i cant miss
Where i wont falter or rust
Or gather no grimy dust
Where sunshine is viral
through the illuminated spiral
Yet youth fades
Just like glory days.

———————– The Dark Knight

Another endless night
another stupid fight
All those meaningless lies
He cant seem to justify
Befallen by an empty smile
That shall reside for a while
Will he be alright
Will he fall in his fight
Bleeds with honour and disdain
He shall be numbed from his pain
the stitches he has sown
Are poisoned by the vengeance he has grown
The Darkness shall take his soul
As Dante demands his toll

————————————————- Untitled 2
The auspicious mind
The afflicted spirit
When it all falls down
You will rise
Demolish your dismay
Purge your phobias
Silence your sins
And in this moment of clarity
You shall dive into love
Drown into bliss
And wash upon the shore of prosperity
Once again you shall open your eyes
For the first time
You will not be scared or alone
and feel whats it like to be Real
As your eternal flame burns ever so brightly
Through the relentless darkness.
———————————————————Untitled 3

These hands are numb again
I have blocked out the pain
Where there once was smiles
there is only frowns
Your voice is cold again
My choice is weak again
I enjoy the warmth
Of the empty darkness
I break my worth
With my conscious
My sight is darkening
My blood is trickling
Your hand covers the stain
My eyes are wide again
Your silence is deafening
I tear my skin again
Just to feel again
My dark hands are merely rough
its not because i am tough
but because i fought again
My mind is darkening
your voice isn’t encouraging
time has taken its toll again
this madness is ravaging
the very little everything
that i have left.

——————————Untitled 4

Your broken lies
Your beautiful disguise

I fail to see your cold mind
I fail to be your cruel toy

I look back on all your assualts
I look back at all the tears that i have shed

I wonder if you will ever reappear in my eyes
I wonder why i even roll the dice

I took your pain, your hate, your problems
I took your damned intentional abuse

I try redefine who i am
I try to forget who you are

I cry when i think about my life
I cry when i think about your warm smile

—————————————Untitled 5

I can feel the cold breeze
On my paralyzed skin
I walk among the broken
and hear their tragedies
I slip on the sand
and i stay still
I talk to myself
When there is no one else
I smell your soft scents
but your not there
I look for a reflection
but all i see is distorted perfection

———————————————— Untitled 6
I watch the veil of darkness descend over your face
I see the intentions in your eyes morph
I gaze at your new colors
I return your smirk
I notice the your actions more rigid
I trace the devils trail back to your home
I question your new found strength
I adapt to hear your frequency
I borrow the tainted apple
I found pandoras box to be your lair
I notion your demise
I despise your metamorphisis
I aspire your downfall
I topple the maiden domino

———————————————————Untitled 7

My fotress of solitude beings to break
Iam afraid of what you will take
Will you steal my heart
Or build on my hate
I write these broken rhymes
Cause these are hard times
Don’t forget the warmth of light
Don’t forget that you can fight
I may not be in your sight
But i’am always on yours side
If you should fall on your face
It’ll be your pain I’ll try to erase
i know We walk on a thin line
But it’s one i plan to redefine
For it’s only you
My gates will move

————————————————————-Untitled8

These useless scars
Decorate my malevont skin
These plastic products
Disguise my sullen face
These heavy clothes
transfigure my proportions
These empty expressions
shade my emotions
These empty lies
Destroy my Pride
These crazy times
corrupts my mind
These clenched fists
are drenched all the time
This bleeding heart
is mine.

—————————————————————Untitled 9

These prints
You left behind
Haunt my night
Blind my sight
So i cant fight
Because it’s not right
fall i just might
lost is the absence of light
as is my so called might

these frowns i will hide
These daggers are stuck in my side
your eyes wash away with the tide
lost are the days of my pride
In these moments I am tired
The solitary falls is where i will confide
Everything will be taken in stride
My wisdom shall be applied
My sanity will be forced to abide

Untitled 10————————————————————————————-

-Are you my darkest desire?

Are you my darkest desire
what my heart does require
You are what i want
Without a doubt
You are what i crave
whom i wish to save
Iam not strong enough to prove it
but you know its true
Please take me with you
you are who i wish to imbue
Ill have your back
If youll hold my hand
So shed your tears
and take me where ever you wish
You dont have to prove to me
You are so strong
I will guard your back
Pick you up and carry you home
So go ahead and release your laugh
because you know your my better half
We will get knocked down
but we’ll get back up again
I will stay with you
As long as you remain true
—————————————————————–Untitled 11

Hello my darkness
My sweet subsidiary
comfort my heart
tear my whole mind apart
envelope me with your veil

Hello my darkness
My sour personality
color my mind
violent red again
striped with black remorse

Hello my darkness
My tasteless ego
scratch my wrists again
reckless and weak
uncover my violent grin

Hello my darkness
My self destruct
inject into my veins
your sweet soft hate
and watch me fade away

———————————————————-You

You

you bruise me
you abuse me
you receive me
you relieve me
you intrigue me
you deceive me
you corrupt me
you break me
you define me
you refine me
you revive me
you derive me
you glorify me
you horrify me
you fake me
you face me
you perplex me
you vex me
you amaze me
you craze me
you crave me
you save me
you beat me
you defeat me
you activate me
you captivate me
you stir me
you shake me
you release me
you diffuse me
you refuse me
you confuse me
you tend me
you fend me
you displace me
you escape me
you avoid me
you devoid me
you refrain me
you restrain me
you inspire me
you conspire me
you tear me
you bear me
you let me
you get me
you excite me
you indite me
you burn me
you turn me
you scare me
you dare me

———————————————— Not finished or w/e

and i slip into the darkness
i can feel me going under
can you see the hopeless struggle

and i wade into the darkness
i can feel you going under
i can see you trip on purpose

and i watch the closing darkness
i can feel me being stuck
can you see me giving up

and i see your closing darkness
i can see you burning up
i can see you turn away